Monday, August 30, 2021

...On Poetry and Fiction – Just “One Word” Away (Clowns)

 

http://spillwords.com/author/phyllispcolucci/      

https://www.amazon.com/Phyllis-P.-Colucci/e/B00VMU8B44

                                                                                 

            One word becomes one idea, becomes one sentence, becomes one poem, becomes one story. It must start from just “one word”. Today my one word is “Clowns”.

 

 

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                                                                     Clowns

            Clowns! There are Circus clowns, funny clowns, happy clowns, sad clowns, scary clowns, calming clowns, ghastly clowns and many more . Who are they and why are they so mysterious? They live behind masks of makeup, yet reveal “their” stories through painted faces. If you study them closely, you will understand why they hide their true selves within the realm of their emotions, confined by the chains of the macabre.

 

     Clowns


Children love them; Children fear them

Adults analyze them, yet still revere them

Who are these bizarre beings

     Who dance about with smiles and tears?

            Who hide their hearts and devilish fears?

 

They entertain us and make us smile

     These tortured souls come alive for awhile

They reveal “their” stories through painted faces

     Their tears fall from many places

They hide within the realm of emotion

    Hypnotized by strange devotion

Confined by chains of the macabre

    Confused and alone; they’ve lost their way

 

But we accept them for who they are

    Willing to embrace them from afar

For we do not trust their masks of woe

    Yet we sit in wait for their “magic” show

 

Circus clowns, funny clowns

     Happy clowns, sad clowns

Scary clowns, calming clowns

     Ghastly clowns, Parade of clowns

 

There are many whom we long to see

   So bittersweet as we engage with glee

We may never know the mystery of their mask

   Or where they retreat, come time to bask

 

So may they one day show their truth

   And bare their souls for all to see

So we no longer fear the enigma of the “Clown”

   But become the audience who sets them free

           

Wednesday, August 25, 2021

...HOLLYWOOD CONSERVATIVES (NON-LIBS) - (Deceased and Alive)

Good Day All:  JUST SOME INFO FOR CONSERVATIVES OUT THERE -

There are some highly respected Conservatives (non-Libs) in HOLLYWOOD - Good to know, since Conservatives are often silenced, censored; and many in HOLLYWOOD are BLACKLISTED and FIRED. Some refuse to be silenced, others choose to remain silenced to stay connected in the business. Sad, but true. Let's hope in time this all changes. THERE IS ROOM FOR EVERYONE!

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Wednesday, August 4, 2021

Edgar Allan Poe (AUTHOR)

    Edgar Allan Poe, to me, was the Master of the bizarre and the macabre. His writing was/is enticing, enchanting, frightening, mysterious, wonderful, beautiful and so much more. My first introduction to Poe was in Junior High School, as I recall, and I loved him ever since. If I could go back in time and sit with him at a small cafe and share a cup of coffee or a glass of wine, to simply discuss his writings, and learn exactly what made this man tick, that would be a dream come true. I would welcome the opportunity in a heartbeat. Writing is my passion, and authors from the past have inspired me. Poe is at the top of that list because his short stories and poetry have deep meaning beyond the page in which they are written. Anyone who has not had the opportunity to experience Poe, MUST! It will be a literary gift to yourself which you will never forget. (CHECK OUT THE LINK BELOW - GREAT INFO ON POE)

 

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/edgar-allan-poe

 



TWO OF MY FAVORITES:

Annabel Lee

 - 1809-1849

It was many and many a year ago,
   In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
   By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
   Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
   In this kingdom by the sea:
But we loved with a love that was more than love—
   I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
   Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
   In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
   My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
   And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
   In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
   Went envying her and me—
Yes!—that was the reason (as all men know,
   In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
   Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
   Of those who were older than we—
   Of many far wiser than we—
And neither the angels in heaven above,
   Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
   Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:

For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
   Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
   Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling—my darling—my life and my bride,
   In her sepulchre there by the sea,
   In her tomb by the sounding sea.

 

 (Courtesy of POETS.ORG)


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The Raven

 - 1809-1849

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore—
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door—
"'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door—
               Only this and nothing more."

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December;
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow;—vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow—sorrow for the lost Lenore—
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore—
               Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me—filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door—
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;—
               This it is and nothing more."

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you"—here I opened wide the door;—
               Darkness there and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore?"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!"—
               Merely this and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore—
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;—
               'Tis the wind and nothing more!"

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately Raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door—
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door—
               Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore—
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
               Quoth the Raven "Nevermore."

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning—little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blest with seeing bird above his chamber door—
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
               With such name as "Nevermore."

But the Raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered—not a feather then he fluttered—
Till I scarcely more than muttered "Other friends have flown before—
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
               Then the bird said "Nevermore."

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore—
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
               Of 'Never—nevermore.'"

But the Raven still beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore—
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
               Meant in croaking "Nevermore."

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
               She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee—by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite—respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore;
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
               Quoth the Raven "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil!—prophet still, if bird or devil!—
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted—
On this home by Horror haunted—tell me truly, I implore—
Is there—is there balm in Gilead?—tell me—tell me, I implore!"
               Quoth the Raven "Nevermore."

"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil—prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us—by that God we both adore—
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore—
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
               Quoth the Raven "Nevermore."

"Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend!" I shrieked, upstarting—
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken!—quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
               Quoth the Raven "Nevermore."

And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
               Shall be lifted—nevermore!

 

(Courtesy of POETS.ORG) 


Tuesday, July 27, 2021

...On Poetry and Fiction – Just “One Word” Away (Heirloom)

 

http://spillwords.com/author/phyllispcolucci/   

https://www.amazon.com/Phyllis-P.-Colucci/e/B00VMU8B44

 

            One word becomes one idea, becomes one sentence, becomes one poem, becomes one story. It must start from just “one word”. Today my one word is “Heirloom”. This piece of fiction is an excerpt from my novel, titled “Lives Unbalanced” (on Amazon).

 

 

 


                                                        

                                                                        Heirloom

            (An excerpt from Chapter Four of my Novel, “Lives Unbalanced”, 

titled “RAMONA AND THE HEIRLOOM ROOM”)

 

 Susan thought this would be the perfect time to show Jim “The Heirloom Room”, and introduce him to Ramona; although she felt a bit apprehensive about Ramona. She feared Jim would think her connection to a ragdoll was abnormal, especially for an adult. However, she wanted to do it anyway. She wanted to share her beloved Ramona with her new best friend. She loved Ramona dearly, and Ramona helped her through many of life’s obstacles. Jim should know about Ramona since that ragdoll is a big part of her life, and Jim may soon become a big part of her life as well. In her complicated mind, Susan wanted the three of them to become friends. So she led, and Jim followed…“Interesting,” he said, as he looked around “The Heirloom Room”.  He was most interested in the old books, newspapers and magazines. The old news stories from the past had historical value that he found captivating. Of course he would love those. He was a writer, after all; just as Susan was. He carefully flipped through the books, newspapers and magazines with great pleasure. His eyes were intensely glued to the printed information, and Susan saw that he had an appetite for more. So she fed him more of the same from the dusty old boxes in her “Heirloom Room”. He was fixated on this stuff.

Susan then directed his attention to her dad’s coin and stamp collections. Jim was even more excited to see how old and valuable they were. He told Susan that she had some very expensive items here and wondered if she truly knew how valuable they were. Susan nodded in the affirmative and said, “Oh yes, Jim. I am well aware of what’s in this room. Marty and I always talked about having all of these things appraised one day. However, once he moved to Florida, we never discussed it again. Now he’s gone.”  A few tears fell from Susan’s eyes as she thought about Marty. Jim wrapped his arms around her shoulders and held her close for a few short moments. She felt so comforted and she felt so safe.

Jim’s eyes perused over the rest of “The Heirloom Room”, until he came across her collection of old Victorian porcelain dolls. He seemed to truly appreciate their beauty and their value. He looked over at Susan and said, “Wow. Now those dolls are priceless. I always admired them in antique shops and specialty store windows. They are so lifelike. Their beauty is intriguing. It’s almost as if they have something to say.” Susan replied, “I can’t believe you said that, Jim. I felt the same way about those dolls.” He continued to look at them, and ran his fingers across their faces. Susan was amazed at his reaction to those dolls. He truly had an affinity for old-time vintage and a keen ability to recognize its worth.

Susan thoroughly enjoyed watching Jim marvel at the items in “The Heirloom Room”. She stood silently by his side, while he continued to browse as if he were actually in one of the antique shops or specialty stores he mentioned minutes ago. She loved learning about this part of who Jim was. It seemed to connect them even more. Susan felt that this would be a perfect time to introduce Jim to Ramona. She quietly walked over to the old wooden rocking chair, and lifted Ramona up and into her arms. She held her as if she were alive. She stared into her rhinestone eyes and looked for an inkling of her Mother’s soul. Today Ramona seemed shy. Susan straightened out the wrinkles in the doll’s satin burgundy dress and walked her over to Jim.

Jim turned around and asked, “What do you have there, Susan?” Susan said, “Let me introduce you to my friend, ‘Ramona’. The most loyal friend a girl can have when no one else is around.”  Before Jim could comment, Susan explained how Ramona came to be. She proudly told Jim how Ramona was created by her mom’s own hands and was a very unique and special ragdoll made with love, for Susan, when she was a child. Susan added, quite seriously, “Sometimes I can see my mother’s soul through ‘Ramona’s’ sparkling eyes. I can hear my mother speak to me and guide me through those eyes. My mom knew what she was doing when she created Ramona for me. It’s as if mom never left…and Ramona is proof of that. I often listen to Ramona when I have questions. Ramona always has the answers.”

Suddenly Jim had this stunned look on his face. He seemed a bit startled and shocked as he gazed into Susan’s eyes. He tried to read her. He tried to understand her. He tried to figure out if Susan was innocently reminiscing about her mom through the ragdoll, or if she was bordering on lunacy and absurdity. He was confused. He was just getting to know Susan, and she him. Perhaps it was too soon to tell. So Jim said, “Nice to meet you, Ramona,” and quickly looked away. Susan grabbed his arm and said, “Hold her! Smile at her! Look into her eyes!”  She placed Ramona in Jim’s arms and added, “Meeting Ramona is like meeting my mom. I’m so happy about that, Jim. I can see through Ramona’s eyes that my mom approves of you.” Jim dropped the doll to the ground by accident. His nervous hands just let her go. The sparkle in Ramona’s rhinestone eyes was bewitching, and Jim felt it. He apologized several times for the mishap as he looked down at Ramona. Although he was fully aware that Ramona was a ragdoll, Jim felt as if he had just dropped a child; a live child. Ramona looked back, and Jim turned away. It was bizarre.

Susan fell to the floor, lifted Ramona up, and held her close; she rocked her back and forth as she hummed a lullaby into her ear. Jim watched in surprise. He wondered what the heck happened here. Susan placed Ramona back on the old wooden rocking chair and kissed her cheek. Jim heard Susan whisper to the doll, that he - meaning Jim - did not drop her on purpose and that Jim was a really nice man and a good friend. She then turned to Jim and assured him that both Ramona and her mother forgave him for this little mishap. They understood that it was just an accident. Jim was stupefied. He was unsure of what to make of this episode in “The Heirloom Room”. He was unsure as to what to make of Susan. If he hadn’t known better, he felt as if he were in the Twilight Zone.